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| 2.4.06 - 1.52pm |
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narcisism and digital cameras eat internet identity. |
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| 1.31.06 - 11.50am |
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"And if there's any hope for America, it lies in a revolution, and if there's any hope for a revolution in America, it lies in getting Elvis Presley to become Che Guevara." - phil ochs |
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| today i make up my mind to nothing and try not to think to much. |
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| 1.19.06 - 12.25pm |
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There's nothing I could say
To make you try to feel ok
And nothing you could do
To stop me feeling the way I do
And if the chance should happen
That I never see you again
Just remember that I'll always love you
I'd be a better person
On the other side I'm sure
You'd find a way to help yourself
And find another door
To shrug off minor incidents
And make us both feel proud
I just wish I could be there
To see you through
You always were the one
To make us stand out in a crowd
Though every once upon a while
Your head was in the cloud
There's nothing you could never do
To ever let me down
And remember that I'll always love you |
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| 12.16.05 - 8.21pm |
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mood:  good music: the beatles
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i have the sweetest friends in the world. i couldnt ask for any more lovely than my friends and loved ones.
thank you all for everything, it means so much to me :)
aww i love you guys.
but i really really wish i hadnt lost my cell phone.....grrr....keep an eye our for it. its small and covered in sparkly stickers. kinda like chelaine. |
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| 12.14.05 - 8.11pm |
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PLEASE REPOST THIS... IT WILL TAKE YOU VERY LITTLE TIME AND IT MIGHT MAKE A DIFFERENCE...
All of the Detroit Animal Control (DAC) animals are slated for euthanasia on Dec. 17, unless area rescue groups can pull them. The devastating news came today from DAC employee Patrice Reed. As you may have heard in recent media reports, in an attempt to save money, the city is cutting "non-essential" city services for certain blocks of time. Animal control in the city is considered a "non-essential" city service. Detroit Animal Control will completely close down for the last two weeks of December, starting Dec. 17. DAC has beautiful cats, dogs, kittens and puppies. If you or anyone you know is in a position to pull animals from the facility,please do so. This is beyond an urgent situation. We have two separate volunteer lists, so please forgive any duplication of this message. If you have any questions, please contact.Thank you,
Amy Wettlaufer
Network Manager
Michigan Animal Adoption Network
PO Box 20523
Ferndale, MI 48220
Off: 248.545.5055
E-mail: info@mi-aan.org
Primary web site: http://www.mi-aan.org
Adoptable animals on the web:
http://www.maan.petfinder.org |
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| i hate society and its narcisism |
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| 12.1.05 - 6.57pm |
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mood:  sleepy music: the album leaf
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i have such beautiful friends, but they dont see just how lovely they really are, and its so worrisome.
i love you. |
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| Sacrifice our SUVs, not our children. |
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| 11.23.05 - 10.39pm |
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mood:  brr! music: tilly and the wall
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Conor! You wunderkind, my cherub - beautiful and skilled. You are the preacher-poet, master of words, at the end of a long list of ideas, messages, and stories meant to enlighten and connect. You are as amazing as you flawed. I will cry for you! You are a jester, a drunken mess scared of possibility - how your shoulders must hurt my delicate flower.
You stand on your box, but pretend it is not there. You only have one foot in the door. Teach them! Call to them and they will follow. Break the dread and fear and ignorance. They will listen to you, my wise saint.
Oh shame! Oh horror! I know how you ache. And your vantage point! What it must do to you? To look out over that sea of porcelain and plastic as you spray heartfelt words. For sure, they are lost and can't seem to vividly remember from where it is they came.
What a lonely night in Pittsburgh. I was watching the Midwest's death crawl slowly across this land - hopeful young singers decorated in front of huddled lost children, with dead eyes, longing for a reason to cry. |
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| look at lola, queen of the backyard... |
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| 11.20.05 - 1.35pm |
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mood: oh so cheery music: some girls
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this weekend has been fun fun fun. friday shotgun bunny rocked variety show and brought the house down (literally). it was cute how excited the boys were. the ride to the school was very fun, everyone was all giddy. bill hardly had to threaten the spray bottle. when the boys played me and matt decided we would rush the stage, and star and chelaine showed up just in time to run up too. we thrashed skanked and ran a muck. the boys played great and fun was had by all. saturday i went out and had a lovely time with chelaine, we bought a shitload of records. than we went to trixies which is no where near kaitlins so we were late, but it was all good. kaitlins party was fun. it was nice seein kaitlin again. i miss her. i hope she liked her sweater i made, i think its pretty. i got to hang out with dan, whom i missed dearly. i heckled him while he preformed, we fought and made fun of eachother, it was lovely. i also had to honor of preforming with S.E.T.S which was an experience in itself. than after we left the party chelaine and i went and met up with dan the man. chelaine talked to some fellow flip who kept borrowing my lighter. than chelaine dan and i went and cruised downtown mt.clemens which is always pretty at night. we took a hayride, held hands, and walked along the water. it was a beautiful night.
star and amber both didnt have rides to the party, which sucked. you guys need cars!
today i had to wake up for church. that sucked.
but now im going to go do laundry and clean my room.
au revoir |
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| 11.18.05 - 11.54am |
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damn it feels good to be a gangsta...
(come to the variety show tonight at AAW! 7:30! shotgun bunnys gonna bring the heat!) |
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| 11.17.05 - 5.43pm |
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mood:  bored music: yaphet kotto
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.comStability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.. Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting. trait snapshot: messy, tough, disorganized, fearless, not rule conscious, likes the unknown, rarely worries, rash, attracted to the counter culture, rarely irritated, positive, resilient, abstract, not a perfectionist, risk taker, strange, weird, self reliant, leisurely, dangerous, anti-authority, trusting, optimistic, positive, thrill seeker, likes bizarre things, sarcastic |
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| fuckbag! |
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| 11.12.05 - 11.34am |
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mood: sleepy music: joan baez
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last nights "band practice" was quite an experience. there were canadian chicks, and some dude with glowsticks. oh and not to mention these girls who came by to dazzle us all with their intellect. they were so witty infact dan and myself had to take refuge in the basement. bill and me were fighting the entire night, my back is still sore ha ha. emilios friend from cananda was cool. and we didnt really get anything productive done as far as music, but it was still lots of fun. so all in all, a typical shotgun bunny practice.
never take bill to a bookstore. |
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| 11.8.05 - 6.47pm |
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| 11.7.05 - 4.39pm |
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mood:  lethargic music: saturday looks good to me
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everyone with a penis should just die. |
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| white people eat strange food |
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| 11.1.05 - 6.13pm |
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mood:  mellow music: jets to FUCKIN brazil....AGAIN!
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today i woke up from my slumber to find a lovely man in my house who looked like a folk singer (later i came to find out he was there to fix a leaky pipe) i called him bob and asked him to sing me my favoriate song. i had a fever and was to tired to feel foolish about it later when i realized i was imagining things. |
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| when i grow up, i want to be just like bill. |
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| 10.30.05 - 6.52pm |
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mood: tired music: jets to brazil
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we didnt play friday. shotgun bunny was outraged. but we will rock the variety show. friday night was still pretty nice. bill dazzled us all with his wit. i maintain he should write a book. i also love dan the fucking man. he makes me laugh.
im reading one of joan baez's books, its very interesting reading about what a dick bob dlyan was. its only fuels my facination with him and his music. its so interesting listening to the albums from the 60s and reading about the era from the people who lived it. im very excited. my grandma actually WANTS me to go to d.c to protest now. i talked to her last night for a while about a wide variety of world and social issues and i think she was surprised. she realized how important this is to me, and that im actually informed, concerned and want to actually do something. we discussed todays race relations, and i told her i had only one or two friends i could truely discuss race with. she was saddened by the prevalent racism in todays adolescents. she likes amas alot.
Im so worried about my fragile fucked up family unit. i wish i was more nieve.
david buttons came to school friday and brought me animal crackers. it was one of the nicest things someones done for me in a while. it made me really happy
my friends make me really happy. they truley are the only thing that keeps me from falling apart sometimes. its kind of sad how easily this house seems to make me come undone sometimes.
i am sick of narcasistic society. i am tired of stupid girls who apply self esteem through mascara and foundation. im discusted with the boys who enforce the idea that make up and push up bras are what girls should be.
ugh...
i wish i had a fuckin car, not the mention the ability to drive it.
im going to back to sewing. i had a really nice weekend. |
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| such a breath of fresh air... just what i needed....or not.... |
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| 10.24.05 - 5.26pm |
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mood:  so fucking confused! music: bright eyes
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it seems everyone is having a shitty past couple days. angst is in the air. my emotions have been so all over the place. ugh... i wish i didnt have so much trouble opening up to people. there is so much i want to say. ive been pretty down these last two days, but the tiniest things make me so giddy. ive had two bright eyes songs in my head for the past 72 hours, if winter ends, and puella quam amo est pulchra. sigh...
i dreamt of a fever,
one that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart.
with heat to melt these frozen tears and burned with reasons
as to carry on.
into these twisted months i plunge without a light to follow
but i swear that i would follow anything
if it would just get me out of here...
...and i scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere
just get me past this dead and eternal snow...
...and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere
just take me there and lie to me and say it's going to be alright
its going to be alright, yeah you worry too much kid,
its going to be alright. |
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| 10.23.05 - 2.32pm |
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i want to stab every one. |
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| its so cold! |
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| 10.22.05 - 4.42pm |
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mood: confused music: bright eyes
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last night was very nice. shotgun bunny wrote 2 songs in one night. bills our new drummer. i love chuckles. david got to see shotgun bunny in action. Im sorry david. than star, chelaine, amas, emilio, dan the man, amas' brother, david and i all spent the night in royal oak. it was fun. david impressed us all with his mad rap skills. seriously. i miss aqua teen. i love bob dylan.
we got back to chelaines very late, or i guess early in the morning. and we hung out than finally went to sleep. i love sleeping with star and chelaine. we all wake up around 12 than spend an hour discussing our strange dreams and other stuff. i love them. chelaine had nightmares, star dreamt about dancers, and i dont remember mine.
i got new fuzzy sweaters at the thrift store too. but im still cold.
and my gloves still smell like puppy! damn that corgi....
its funny how, when you spend time with someone, one little thing, one moment can mean so much to you, and they will never know it.
puella quam amo est pulchra has been running in my head all day. thats a dangerous feeling.
i want to cuddle with someone warm and watch amelie.
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| what does one wear to a reptilian affair... |
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| 10.20.05 - 8.14pm |
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mood:  hopeful music: weakerthans
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so, this week has been a pretty good one. at least yesterday and tuesday were lovely. actually the best ive had in a while.
tuesday. star and i went to the joan beaz concert and it was one of the most amazing experiences of my life. her preformance was so beautiful and moving. as was she. she was radient and charming and warm. there were several moments were i fought back tears. when she sang a hard rains a gonna fall, ah. after the show the most spectacular thing happen. star and i were able to go to joans dressing room and talk to her. actually sit and conversate with this woman who has done so much to impact our, my world. to think that i was sitting on a couch, holding the hand of the woman who sang out for thousands of protesters with others like dylan and johnny cash by her side. who fought out against injustice and war, it was inspiring. she was filled with so much love and insight. its just mind blowing. just being in her presence was mind blowing. and having star with me was the perfect way to spend a perfect night. i love my aunt karen so much. shes so nice for doing this for us. she is unbelievable sweet. she had a ball to. she was positively giddy.
wednesday. i hung out with star amas and david. we hung around hoover and 11. harassed stupid "biker" kids. but than it just got creepy. but it was oh so funny. man people are gullable. myself included. nanny came to pick up star and she had to leave early. so me and the boys chilled. they danced and skanked in the parking lot to david crazy system. they made money and sweets. than we cruised the mall. i had so much fun. being thrown around in the back of an escort, not to mention all the kissing. oh the kissing.... hee hee
today was boring.
tommorow wont be! band practice. and reptilian conspiricy theory meeting at stars with amas and david. oh what fun it will be.
i love new friends.
and through all this. you still manage to make me unhappy. congradulations asshole. |
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| 10.14.05 - 11.54pm |
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mood:  contemplative music: ben folds
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inactivitys a bitch. i wanted to go the art supply store, but my lack of driving abilities once again held me back and kept me home. star, we really should have started this basic teenage right of passage sooner.
i got to hang out with my lovely chelaine today! it was very nice. we pestered amber at work and i got a new thrift store sweater...and scarf...shh... i love second hand clothing.
beware jessie and her flying sissZZOrs of death. neurotic biotch substitute teacher. i wish i was sewing or making jewelery or something.
i would love to live abroad for a year or so after i graduate before going to college. i am so discusted with my country at this point, and i know that theres no going back. im not one of those people who can say, i dont like the government but i still love my country, becuase im not. i want to scream at the fact that we bitch about hair appointments and shopping malls when there are countries literally collapsing while we get our nails done. today i watched bbc and just cried. i hate listening to people who pull up to the gas station in their fucking hummer and dare to complain about gas prices. weve done this to ourselfs. how long can our souls afford this ignorant frivolous lifestyle? I think i just want to shake something up. change. riot. revolt. protest. something.
i wish i could have gone with you.
Im so happy i have my good friends. i love them and its so nice to know there are people who love you. they really help you to look around and see beauty and happiness is the smallest things. and in these times thats what matters. they make me a very happy camper.
i think im gonna go cuddle with lola and watch american splendor.
im half way through clockwork orange!
good night lovely.
joan baez tuesday! - thats pretty close to a war protest ;) |
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